It's the 5th day of 2013 already. I'm so sorry that I didn't have time to have my last blog post about my 2012 reflection and all. Just make it short here, everything is in my diary already heh.
All in all, 2012 was really a year full with ups and downs, tears and laughters, achievements and disappointments, haters and likers, stress and stress. I don't remember did I make any 2012 resolution but I'm glad that I had achieved the main goal of the year by getting straight As in PMR. I remembered how hard all of us studied for that just to achieve the best. This was somehow another way that bring all of us together, this year I think that all of us had gone closer than the year before.
Camps, these marked a huge part of 2012. I joined in combine camp, PBC camp, and PBSM camp. All these three brought different happy moments to me and made many new friends there. Ji nuo! Will never forget what we've gone through in that 3D2N. Maroon 7, will never forget those seniors who took care of me when I'm alone. Combine camp, will never forget how my caring and nice were my leader and teammates.
Kawad, this is what I'm looking forward to every year. Although we lost, but we're always together. The spirit for PBSM is always there. We'll be back, to prove us.
Studies, had been studying so so so hard for the sake of PMR. And even got disappointed and once depressed for it. Luckily there's people there who told me to stay strong and move on. Thanks to everyone who had help me on my studies especially the teacher to meng-A-kan me.
3 Hemah, I'm so lucky to be one of them. Without anyone of them, it's not the complete 3 Hemah. Had a great year with them. Playful yet smart, noisy yet wonderful. The best class I could ever wish for.
After PMR activities, too much fun all along after PMR. Going everywhere and doing all sorts of things. Sleepovers, outings, sports, karaokes, and ect. It's feeling great to be with them, fun things surely happened. And not to forget, I won a lot $$ during 'kira markah' with them. Nyehehe probably a lucky year.
Well, this is basically everything but not everything yet as I'm lazy to continue already. Of course I don't want sad things to be in the first post of the year. Secret feelings are meant to be kept in myself. :)
So, 2012 was a great year in some way. I had finished reading my 15th book of my life and it's gonna be the nicely written history forever. Keep calm and move on to 2013. :)
Gonna miss this chinese class so much. Full of jokes.
My first lantern festival with them :)
PBSM hoii :')
the two fongs who I go back together ^^
our dragon that we won :3
a really great ketua, thanks for everything :')
an unexpected exchange program friend :)
a really great teacher who I can never ask for :)
JI NUO!
3 Hemah :')
the awesome batch :)
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Back to the reality.
School has reopened 3 days ago. Form 4 life, our batch wouldn't have any chance to study in block F where so much fun is there. Upper form, gonna have late recess where there are not much food left. Too much changes by the school for the year. 10 minutes of extra lesson doesn't make any changes on our studies. Koko for one day, this is gonna be a nerd year. Well school thinks that we don't have much time on our studies while we're busy for koko. Ish.
Feeling totally miserable for Form 4.
4 Hemah, class for this year.
To be honest, I don't like my situation now. All of my close friends are in JKM while I'm alone in H. It's like a totally different thing. Those malay friends are great but everyone has their own friends already. So it'll make me being awkward in the class that no one is gonna have fun with me. Not to be bad but the other people are starting to study already. Seriously, don't blame me if I'm a nerd at the end of the year.
Hate it. No one to talk to, no one to play with, no one to slack around with. And I don't even know who to ask for homework and so on if I'm facing problems. She's just so fannoying following me everywhere. And I have no choice too. I'm stuck with her for the whole year gosh. I'm gonna be crazy. I feel like I'm separated from the fun. I'm like a loner now, not knowing anything that happen around, plans are going on everywhere but i'm just stuck in the class. Diary is now my best friend. Forever alone.
No one will understand this. Have been crying off to sleep since then. But what can I do, this is already the fact and I can only continue to put on my smile everyday at school. It's gonna be a tough year for me. How much I hope that 2013 will end quickly. I hate 2013.
f u c k .
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