Marching in the month of march. Kawad is really amazing. Just hope for the best, and we all can do this.
*history in the making* Hoii! All we need is the semangat.

27 + 1 people. 1 team. 1 sound. 1 semangat. ONE.

What a week..... although it's not the end of the week yet.....

Basically sums up the week with exam exam exam exam and exam AGAIN. Although it's just the 1st assessment, but everyone was so tensed and stressed up. .....idk why.... STRESS. Being so busy since the beginning of the year with all the stuffs and suddenly this assessment came in and kinda ruined my routine. Burnt midnight oil since a week ago everyday just to cover the syllabus. And panda eyes, heavy eye bags, sore throat, flu, headache, tiredness haunted men sigh. Don't even give a damn anymore to the results, whatever it is, I'm just gonna comfort myself penilaian 1 JE.  haih life a s a student. #calonspm2014

In the midst of stresssss, 2NE1's new full album -- Crush is released! :D *fangirling mood on* All the songs are so awesome and yengness overload hehehe. Really love that kind of power shown in them and their vocals are just so beautiful. :) No doubt the queens, proud blackjacks ^^v. Can't wait for their world tour to start daebakk!
They love me cuz I'm hot. They love me cuz I'm cold. They love me cuz I'm real. They love me cuz I kill. I have 2NE1 brother, bleukkk. (Y)

Oh and a big salute to my cousin sister who went bald for a cancer awareness charity campaign. Big clap for her bravery, courageous and spiritual attitude. I bet no one has ever had the guts to shave their hair especially the girls. You're truly an inspiration, my only cousin sister. :) "it's the big-heart that matters"

Meh, eyes are getting heavier.

Hope everything that's going on to be fine. It's going to be the 3rd chapter of 17. :)

Hellooo.

I'm back! God knows how long I had not been blogging, the latest one was like a year ago. Life was tough and hectic last year that I was lazy to sit down and blog something. And now it feels weird to start everything all over again. I guess no one will be reading this though haha.

Happy 2014! So far it is a great start of the year. With most of the same people in the class, laugh a lot about all sorts of stupid shit. Despite all the burden homework and gilap gapai, I really love my class a lot. People are just so friendly and we cooperate very well, hehehe. It will be more accurate to be class in crime. ^^v Koko activities are so far so good too, hope it'll get better. And kawad life is as usual other than the flaming hot sun.

So, Chinese New Year has just passed. Really enjoyed a lot this year although there's not much angpaus this year. Consider as the busiest CNY ever, scheduled gatherings with both side of families every day. Feels great to get to go out everyday but school works made me crazy. .__. The school even chose to have exam on the next day of Chap Goh Mei haih.

Before I forget, we did frog dissection for biology on the other day! Perks of being a bio student. :D Have been looking forward to it since the beginning. Although it was kind of disgusting at the start but it becomes fun at the end haha, especially the frog's heart. ^^ Having frog dissection with the classmates are just crazy and funny, everything serious can just turn out being ridiculous (Y). And those frogs are cute, they have abs!



This week has been a tiring week for staying up late almost everyday to rush for school works and doing revision. School life is hectic yet enjoying with the classmates and the sampat gang hehe.

(Will never ever look forward for birthday already. It has been the worst one ever. The more I expect the mosre disappointment I got. No cake, no celebration, no song. Nothing. Not even from you. That's all. Worst ever.)

This much will do for now. Will update more often for my last year of high school. Hope for a great year, cheers! :>

Officially 6-teen and a week. :)
A new year, a new start.

I don't hope for much. I don't hope it'll be better than last year.
At least, be great.

Smile, and life will be great. Happy go lucky.
All of you told me, to stay happy forever. I'll try. :)

Labels: January.

Hello people. Happy new year!

It's the 5th day of 2013 already. I'm so sorry that I didn't have time to have my last blog post about my 2012 reflection and all. Just make it short here, everything is in my diary already heh.

All in all, 2012 was really a year full with ups and downs, tears and laughters, achievements and disappointments, haters and likers, stress and stress. I don't remember did I make any 2012 resolution but I'm glad that I had achieved the main goal of the year by getting straight As in PMR. I remembered how hard all of us studied for that just to achieve the best. This was somehow another way that bring all of us together, this year I think that all of us had gone closer than the year before.

Camps, these marked a huge part of 2012. I joined in combine camp, PBC camp, and PBSM camp. All these three brought different happy moments to me and made many new friends there. Ji nuo! Will never forget what we've gone through in that 3D2N. Maroon 7, will never forget those seniors who took care of me when I'm alone. Combine camp, will never forget how my caring and nice were my leader and teammates.

Kawad, this is what I'm looking forward to every year. Although we lost, but we're always together. The spirit for PBSM is always there. We'll be back, to prove us.

Studies, had been studying so so so hard for the sake of PMR. And even got disappointed and once depressed for it. Luckily there's people there who told me to stay strong and move on. Thanks to everyone who had help me on my studies especially the teacher to meng-A-kan me.

3 Hemah, I'm so lucky to be one of them. Without anyone of them, it's not the complete 3 Hemah. Had a great year with them. Playful yet smart, noisy yet wonderful. The best class I could ever wish for.

After PMR activities, too much fun all along after PMR. Going everywhere and doing all sorts of things. Sleepovers, outings, sports, karaokes, and ect. It's feeling great to be with them, fun things surely happened. And not to forget, I won a lot $$ during 'kira markah' with them. Nyehehe probably a lucky year.

Well, this is basically everything but not everything yet as I'm lazy to continue already. Of course I don't want sad things to be in the first post of the year. Secret feelings are meant to be kept in myself. :)

So, 2012 was a great year in some way. I had finished reading my 15th book of my life and it's gonna be the nicely written history forever. Keep calm and move on to 2013. :)










Back to the reality.

School has reopened 3 days ago. Form 4 life, our batch wouldn't have any chance to study in block F where so much fun is there. Upper form, gonna have late recess where there are not much food left. Too much changes by the school for the year. 10 minutes of extra lesson doesn't make any changes on our studies. Koko for one day, this is gonna be a nerd year. Well school thinks that we don't have much time on our studies while we're busy for koko. Ish.

Feeling totally miserable for Form 4.

4 Hemah, class for this year.
To be honest, I don't like my situation now. All of my close friends are in JKM while I'm alone in H. It's like a totally different thing. Those malay friends are great but everyone has their own friends already. So it'll make me being awkward in the class that no one is gonna have fun with me. Not to be bad but the other people are starting to study already. Seriously, don't blame me if I'm a nerd at the end of the year.

Hate it. No one to talk to, no one to play with, no one to slack around with. And I don't even know who to ask for homework and so on if I'm facing problems. She's just so fannoying following me everywhere. And I have no choice too. I'm stuck with her for the whole year gosh. I'm gonna be crazy. I feel like I'm separated from the fun. I'm like a loner now, not knowing anything that happen around, plans are going on everywhere but i'm just stuck in the class. Diary is now my best friend. Forever alone. 

No one will understand this. Have been crying off to sleep since then. But what can I do, this is already the fact and I can only continue to put on my smile everyday at school. It's gonna be a tough year for me. How much I hope that 2013 will end quickly. I hate 2013.


f  u  c  k  .

Labels: January.

211212 - end of the world.
Nahh, you're kidding me. What a joke. I'm still alive blogging here.

I bet about this end of the world rumour is gonna be the world biggest joke ever. HAHAHA. And I'm gonna let the younger generations to watch the movie "2012" telling them that I've survive through this, lol wth. However, the weather yesterday was still so beautiful until it rained during the evening. And of course, I didn't want to die so early. I still have tons of things to do and dreams to achieve.




Instead of saying that 211212 is the end of the world, everyone is going to die, we're all gonna be separated apart and whatsoever, we should say HAPPY WINTER SOLSTICE that brings the whole family gather together eating tongyuan and having a reunion dinner. Well, it's belated already, hehe.





Whatever it is, just appreciate everything, everyone who's being with you and cherish every moment from now onwards as if tomorrow is the end of the world.

Life still goes on. :)

AAAAAAAA hoii! :')

Yeah right, I just got my PMR results this morning. Ugh, it's really a hard and tough night. As the time passed by, I get more nervous and nervous. Keep on praying for the best.

When I'm at school, the atmosphere was even more critical where everyone was indescribably nervous. And here came the principal giving speeches and everything. The emcee started to announce the candidates who got straight As one by one, class by class. My heart was racing, hands were shaking and I sweat a lot when it's my class. I was so nervous until I told Chang that the sequence must be Arifah, Chan, Chang, Chin, Chow, no one can be missed! I was so scared before my name was called, worrying that what if my name was not there.

AND BOOM. Seterusnya, CHAN QIAN LING! At that moment, my dream came true and hard works paid off. I was so happy and all in my mind was "you did it you did it!" and getting my steps up the the stage. That moment was really amazing and unforgettable. I'm really glad that I had made it and made my family proud of me. Of course, a big congratulations to everyone outside there who got straight As too, we did it! To those who didn't, it's not the end of the world, at least you'd tried your best achieve for the best.

After that, we went out to Jusco for a celebration? Haha, that was totally a super last minute plan. Had so much fun crazy-ing around especially we're playing the arcade game. Playing all sorts of erm games like nobody's business.

Well, this is really the best day ever in 2012 before the world ends, if it's true? HAHA. A big thank you to everyone who had helped me all along the way through this, my parents who gave me moral support, my friends who gave me advice on studies and moral support, not to forget the teachers who had put in so much effort teaching us these 3 years and all the concerns. Thank you from the bottom of my heart, kamsahamnida. :)

Labels: December.

It's tomorrow, 19th of December aka PMR results day.

In another 17 hours or so, all the 97s or whoever who had sat for PMR will know whether did their hard works pay off or is the lucky god being with them. So yeah good luck to everyone of us.

At this time being, I suddenly felt that the day before results is way more scarier than the day before PMR. I really really really hope that my name will be announce and I will be on the stage tomorrow. Well everyone hope so. I don't wanna let anyone down, I just want my family to be proud of me.

People around me just tell me not to worry about it and it will be alright. Yeah it's easy by saying it but the matter is my mind is full with "tomorrow results day tomorrow results day 8As". Fears and imagination of tomorrow's situation is all over my mind. I can feel my family's hope, they're having very high expectation on me. I don't wanna fail this, because I know the feeling of achieving something is really awesome.

Have been praying a lot for the past few days hoping for the best. Oh god, please listen to my prayers. It's actually no point worrying anything anymore, so just keep calm and listen to the results tomorrow. I hope I'm one of the people on the stage tomorrow and bringing the good news back.

Nervous shit. Wish me luck.

Labels: December.

121212 ; 12th December 2012.
What a beautiful date and this will be the last repetitive date we will ever go through.
I'm glad that it is a day well spent. ;')


First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEUNGRI oppa! Saenggil Chukka Hamnida :D Continue your good job with everything and give us more surprise in the future. And make sure BigBang will comeback to Malaysia hehe :3 whoaa <3 p="p">

Ciao!

Labels: December.

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Day well spent with my primary school classmates. Although not everyone joined us, but at least there's still one third of them who turned up, could be the noisiest and naughtiest gang in the class once upon a time, I suppose. :P It's been really a long time since I've meet them and we've all really changed a lot. We are no longer the so called naughty monkeys anymore but somehow those were what that brought us along and made us how are we now.

Although this was just a simple gathering, nothing much special activities we did, but I can say that it was indeed a great day! No awkwards, we're just like old friends meeting again rewinding everything we'd gone through together. This bunch of people where we can really act as our ownselves and nothing to be hidden. The almost-2-hours talks really reminded me too much, too much that I can describe.

I miss those moments, how we wished we could turn back time and return to primary school, no matter ups and downs those had made our bond of friendship so strong. By this, we were talking about everything we could remember. Telling and list out every single one of us and the characteristics and funny things that happened.

All the memories, just flashed through my mind, nothing much but just memories that we had together. And just realised how stupid and childish we were during that time. All the love and likes, all the disciplinary problems, all the teachers, our seats, all the school trips, those exams we've been through together, the unity between us, the after UPSR activities we did, all the hates and enemies, how all of our chinese name to be written, our seats in the class, every single little things that happened.

There were too much that we've gone through together. And I'm sure everyone of us would not want to forget these memories for the rest of our life. Those were what we're gonna treasure in our heart until the end of the world. Nothing can ever replace it. We are all in this together. Hope our next meet up wouldn't be any longer.

Forever 6M-onkeys :')

Labels: December.